I need to be 40, a mother of 4,and FABULOUS!

I recently almost crapped myself when I stood on the bathroom scale that indicated I was 176.8lbs! All I could think of, was, what in the *ell!!?? Recently diagnosed with a chronic illness, I am determined to thwart off any negative juju, that I can influence. So...off the weight goes! I called my BFF and the plan was set. We decided to go with Dr. Ian's Extreme Fat Smash because, he'd been so good to us in the past. In my head, we're friends. DJM. LOL. I'm determined. I need this plan to work. I will not accept defeat nor failure! It's just not in my life cards. Check back to watch my journey.