So here I sit 4 days into a new month.  I'm up about 3 lbs from my last bet.  But I've gone back up as much as 7 after a bet.. so this is a small victory.

I told my DH that once I was done nursing our twins I'd reach out to my OB about the Optifast program she mentioned to me at my follow up/annual exam last October.  Well - I made the call yesterday and I have an appointment on Tuesday.  

I need some help/guidance to keep on track and move forward.  I've got almost 65lbs to loose if I go by what I'm told I should weigh for my height - but right now 120lbs seems like a MAJOR pipe dream.

1 step at a time, right now I just want to see the 8 gone after a 1 on the scale.  To see 170's again would be amazing.  My current bet goal is 175.  I can do this.  I will make this happen.  Somehow... some way...