I'm pretty young... 23 actually.  I us. to get told (still do) to be more realistic...blah blah blah. I have two children, I met my husband 6 years ago in culinary school (not my current profession) and have a pretty normal life.

I practice Reiki at the second level at a Yoga studio in my current town. It sounds cool but I'm having a very hard time attracting ANY clients...I live in a very small town, In the bible belt. It's all rebel flags and pickup trucks around here, I certainly feel out of place coming from a bigger city before moving here.I plan on getting my master training and attunment next year in the spring and I've decided to go to massage school next year in North Carolina. I also plan on teaching yoga within the next 5 years.

The thing is...I have a long ways to go..I feel before I reach some pinnacle of "success". Luckily I meditate and try to stay present or I'd be as stressed as the people I'm drawn to help! 

I also really wanting to start a free holistic health clinic someday. This is my ultimate goal, the one that scares me. I don't have money, or an extremely charismatic personality..I get sweaty during job interviews and I say awkward things and I'm always so willing to help others no matter what- I don't think I'm cut out for the current system, but I'll do it anyway. 

As far as weight goes.. I'm sure this tIme is the time I make it all the way to 135 and then maintain it. Seems like a big goal to me. 208 to 135..I've never been that small. The closest I got was 155 and it wasn't healthy.

So I'm anxious? But very patient at the same time?

 Do your goals scare you?