My game starts in 6 days.
This is scary. This is public. This is exciting. I'm not alone.
There's a commercial with a statistic about how many women have an I-hate-my-body-moment each day. That's me. When I'm getting dressed in the morning. When I'm shopping for clothes. When I look at other women who are skinnier than me. When I'm with my husband (not because of anything he has done I must say). There are days I wished I lived long ago when being large was the trend. (Can't believe I'm admitting that.)
And then there are days when I know there are other things more important to worry about.
But this year I want to find a balance. I don't want to shop in the plus size stores anymore. They're expensive! I want to move my body and feel good about it. I don't want to hurt! I want to enjoy food still but not over eat.
My game starts in 6 days. I can do this.