Okay maybe not to society's standards but I feel skinnier than I have felt in the past... 4 years. My fiance doesn't know I am still on dietbet but hasn't shown any concern about my continued weight loss since I am by-no-means restricting myself. 

Yesterday during supervision with my boss everytime I looked up from my notes my face/neck/chin felt different. It's hard to explain, but before I felt like I had to push my head forward an inch or two if I didn't want to have a double-chin when looking down at my notes. Now, I don't have to do that. My skin feels tight around my jaw and neck and I can proudly hold my head up high, or down low.

My friend finally decided on the bridesmaid dresses for her wedding and I really really like them! You order them through amazon but have your custom measurements emailed to the shop who then creates a custom fitted dress for you, at no extra cost. Tonight I am going to have my fiance do all of my measurements and order the dress because I don't see myself losing too much more weight before July. I'll make sure he takes tight measurements in case I lose another 4% of my body (I AM DOWN 10.1%!!!!). Also, it takes the dress 2 months to be made so the sooner the better.

In Decemeber of 2014 I weight 196 with clothes on, while getting weighed at an indoor theme park. Today I weight 152 pounds. That's 44 lbs in 14-15 months. AND I'm getting married in 16 months, so who knows what size I will be at by then! 

I have been drinking 100oz of ICED cold water with lemon all week, getting all my protein in, but I haven't had any exercise. Hopefully packing and moving Saturday-Monday will kick me down 2+ more lbs!!! 

In other news, my top choice advanced prac emailed my school's training director and said that 3 applicants have pulled their applications from Saint Es because they have received other offers. Saint Es also mentioned that they had planned on offerign a training position to one of those three and that they did not want to lose any more promising trainees. Sooooo they told our training director that if a student has another offer, to please email Saint Es as soon as possible to get a response on the status of their application. Well, I am one of those students. I killed it at my 3rd interview and got an offer on the spot and begged them to give me a week to decide (so I could wait and hear back from Saint Es and NVMHI). So MAYBE... POSSIBLY.... IN A PERFECT WORLD... they will respond to my email today and let me know if I am being offered a training position for next year. If not, I'll go with my other offer and seal the deal! I'm so anxious I have been living on my email all morning! Bah! Wish me luck! :) Good luck to everyone trying to push down those last few lbs before weigh in day!