5 years ago I could run a triathlon. I thought I still looked heavy in those photos - at 210 ish. 

Now at 270 from illness and meds I would love to be back where I was even if I made it no further. 

It's amazing how easy medications make it to gain weight. 30 lbs goes on without even trying. 

I'm working with a new doctor to do another safe diabetic diet to take it off again. 

The circle sucks. I don't care about my final weight as much as I care about not having to think about it so much. I'd love to reach a happy set point weight that normal eating just meant my weight didn't change.