I have always struggled with my weight. From a very young age, I was made to think that being fat was a sin. Because my parents policed my body and food intake, I became a anxiety ridden child that would sneak food and over eat. My weight has been and up and down battle all my life. I did very well on Weight Watchers. Then I quit smoking and gained 30 pounds. I started exercising regularly and eating right. I became more healhty and in sync with my body. Then I had surgery and got a divorce. I started using food like a "drug" to make me happy. I gained 25 pounds. I am done with this up and down stuff. I know I can lose weight, I have done it before. I have the tools and the knowledge. I joined Weight Watchers and dietbet. I am looking forward to this challenge. I have watched others do it, and I know I can do it too. I will lose the weight I have put on my body and get back into exericising. I know I can do this and I will do this.