So ready for this. I lost my aunt on Oct 18th to cancer and my mom exactly three weeks later on November 9th, also to cancer. I am a type one diabetic and usually am so good about my health, but after having my son in July 2012 (through IVF) and taking care of my mom through all her treatments over the past two years, I have lost my drive. I have a great hubby and a two year old and 14 year old son, but can't seem to find the motivation. I am an insnity certified instructor that got certified and then never started teaching. It was my passion to go to insanity class and I have lost it. I still am loving Vinyasa yoga and I want to get so much better, but know that my weight hinders what I can do. I am hopeful.....