Last weekend i started to cleaning my cupboard´s of all the junk and was suprised there wasn´t that much junk in it. I realiced that i have been working towards this goal for a long time but never took the big step. So when i started this i actually was pretty prepared for it just needed some motivation :) I have a man and i have a boy in my life and i dont want to loose either of them and i´m pretty sure that they wouldn´t want to loose me either so... i´m doing this sh&%!!!!! I have never been so determined in anything before in my life so i´m really hopeful that my time is going to be NOW ;)