I will try to be loyal. After gaining 20 kg in a span of 3 years and doing nothing about it has made me the person i am. Sad and lonely, I want to change it. So diet bet i am on. My biggest motivation is i want to be a mom. I am trying to follow hip hop abs by shaun T and did fat burning cardio yesterday and went for a small walk with my husband as well. After the excercise today my back hurts, but i am going to continue.