Today I weighed in for my first dietbet and saw 4lbs higher than this morning -_- 

I know, I know. Water weight. Salt. Evening weigh-ins are the worst. 

While all that might be true, it definitely messes with my mind to see myself start on this note. I have been trying to actively lose wieght since April- active meaning joining a daily bootcamp & being VERY aware of my best friend's upcoming wedding- and I have been battling with the scale from day one. 

I am GREAT at planning. I love to pin healthy meals, motivational tips, and scroll through my instragrm fitspirations. However... I am yet to see some consistency in myself. 

Here I am at the bottom of the barrel- between a rock and a blogpost- hoping that a little money and a lot of desperation will motivate me to the fullest. 

Here we go :) 

-Ashley