So today I joined the FatGirlFedUp's SPring Start up.. I have been trying to lose weight for a long time and I really am inspired by Lexi and her story.  I know I can do this, 2016 was a bad year and I lost my mom, that has hit me hard.  Today though I am going to start to be who my mom wanted me to be and get in shape and enjoy myself.  I got this !!!  I used to cook alot then kinda got in a rut, I love to cook though and will go back to cooking healthy.  This may not be an inspiring blog but it is me making myself accountable.   I know this was the first step to getting my life on track.. I'm turning 40 in 187 days and I want to make my mom proud. I also will try to make better blogs to LOL.. I am new at this so this is Step 1 for many things.