When it comes to food, I'm the queen of convenience eating. If it's pre-packaged and I can eat it on the go, it's a staple. If I'm out and about and near a Tim Hortons, a Timmie's pitstop is on my 'to-do' list.

I've often wished there were healthier convenient options. A vegan drive-through with nourishing smoothies...a vegan bean burrito, etc. But this is sort of like searching for a unicorn.

And this search has only left me obese, inactive, and with a poor life-work balance. In my strive to push myself professionally, my self-care is the first thing I gave up.

I don't want to be the person I see in the mirror, with the habits I am reflecting on in this post. So, for today, I took a step towards eating clean. And I was hungry. I searched the cupboard for chocolate bars, and initially cursed my beans for hiding them, but then thanked him and reviewed the problem.

In my meal plan for the day, I undershot my protein intake. I'm not about to sit at the table and eat three servings of tofu. But, I have planned out my meals for tomorrow and made sure they are all there. I'm not giving up so easily!

Other thoughts from today: I am already sick of vegetables. I'm sick of chewing. I will be throwing a serving in to my smoothie tomorrow. And as much as I want to like hummus, particularly as a vegetarian who struggles to get in some of the healthier food, I just can't do it. Blech. And yes, I've tried other kinds.

Tomorrow is day 2!