I had another nice little personal victory today.  It ended up being a very stressful day for mostly some silly reasons, and I really wanted a glass of wine when I got home to unwind with.  I did NOT drink it. It's as though I finally decided that I am in control and I really mean it. I'm really taking myself seriously.  Months ago I wrote about how I feel I'm committed only about half of the time and it was making things slow and up and down and just sort of difficult on here...  I'm finally in all the way!  I'm committed 100%, not just 50. Perhaps this blogging thing really did help. Perhaps I just finally feel good enough about myself and my life after getting the toxic parts out of it that were slowing killing me. That sounds dramatic, but it really is true.  I feel different now. Good different. :)