For anyone who doesn't know, Ed is my stalker. We have an extremely abusive relationship. He tells me I'm worthless and in order to feel better, I need to eat more food. I have gotten a lot better at tell him to shut the front door. Ed is real piece of work. But that's what happens when you develop an Eating Disorder....Ed enters your life and it's a real pain to break things off. I've lost 60 pounds in the past 6 months and my progress has been extremely uplifting. I feel better, stronger, more mentally balanced today than I have in years. I found this website and I love the idea of competing with myself (okay, making a few extra dollars would be nice, but I just want to break even). So here I am, moving forward one step at a time towards a healthier me and towards finally ending things once and for all with Ed.