I don't want to sound like a Debbie downer, but I really am just tired of tricking myself in to thinking I am happy where I am at weight and health wise. My boyfriend and friends all say I am beautiful and I look great, But I know for sure that they are just saying that to be nice. I have been pretty fit my whole life with being active in dancing, walking, working out with friends and just making somewhat healthy choices. But when depression hit a few years ago for me, I feel like i was on a downward spiral and could not go back up. My weight increased so much, that in the past 3 years I have gained about 40 lbs. I may not get back to my early 20s body, but I want to get close and at least feel better about myself. Not really sure why I am saying all of this. Maybe since I have never reached out to anyone in a group or of any sort, I feel that this may be beneficial for me. So maybe I will write more.. Maybe I will track my success weekly. I dont know. But I do know that I feel that you have to try something different to get different results. So heres to Hoping! First Diet bet starts Monday Oct. 12th! Wish me luck ;)
xoxo