So here I am about to embark on my latest fad.. The wonderful Jillian Michaels and Diet Bet fall challenge.

I've realised that nothing in my life is quite as I would like, not that I am unhappy or unappreciative of my lot but just want to better it.

#1 my age : 30 and some...

#2 my weight : 180 pound and some...

#3 my bills : manageable and some...

#4 my exams : a little off target and some...

So number one is never gonna get any better, but the rest are well in my control.

I am due to act as a bridesmaid on Saturday and am the heaviest I have been in 6 years! This is not good, knowing already that these will be photos I will cringe over.

I am loving this concept of getting your money back if you do succeed and that the time of each challenge is manageable considering I have a target loss of 50 pounds to achieve.

So to all those embarking on a lifestyle change too, good luck!!!