This year its not about "losing weight". It's about taking control and fully caring for myself. Everyday I go to work and take care of other people, often I don't get a break or even get to pee but once a shift. I then go home to be a mom.This is in no way healthy. I vow to make this year about being healthy. Mind. Body. Soul. I have many mini "resolutions" that will help build my path towards a new healthy life. No more grabbing something to eat just because its convenient even when Im not hungry. I deserve to have time put into taking care of me, just like I do for everyone else. My son deserves to have a mom that is not always tired. Just a couple years ago I was at a healthy weight. I could run, and jump, and play with him. I now am so exhausted all the time which emotionally wears me down. Well this is the end of that. Let the journey begin!