Although I officially started my first challenge yesterday, I would consider today my first official day.  I feel like I’ve lost this same 4% roughly 6 times in the last year.  Back and forth and back and forth, the same results every time.  Honestly, I want the results, but I don’t want to work that hard to get them.  I hate working out and I love delicious, rich, high calorie food.

So what makes this time different?  NO idea.  I don’t know that I will succeed this time.  I hope I will, I want to, but there is no guarantee.  I am going to try to not be so hard on myself.  I am going to try not to be so strict in my diet that I am absolutely miserable.  I am going to try to force myself to work out (even though I absolutely hate it).