As I sit here in the quiet morning on my only day off this week, I can't help but think about what this year will bring for me. Opportunities. Goals. Renewed focus. Challenges.

So much of my life is centered around work right now. My schedule feels unpredictable and it makes me crazy. Maybe I need to change my mindset on that and see the slight unpredictableness as an opportunity to practice flexibility instead. It certainly offers more opportunities for collaboration and partnerships.

I also need to learn how to delegate more tasks at work. My biggest problem is that I don't feel as though I can trust those I supervise to get the work done. They're already not meeting goals and deadlines - how can I ask them to do more? They can barely open email - how do I trust that they'll make a beautiful brochure? I'll figure it out, coach, teach, and work towards the goals set for the branch, but it's a daunting task.

I have a renewed focus on my health. Last year was pretty scary for me, with barely being able to move for the second half of it. I saw the housework falling down around me, the dogs and I getting fatter, my garden going wild and a library I had to run from my office instead of next to my coworkers. I had to let go of control over so many things, and I found that those I thought would help... Didn't. It made me realize that I need to plan for when I really am old and infirm. I need to put the mechanisms in place to be sure that things won't fall apart if I'm not able to do them.

So, I'm starting with a few small steps to meet my goals for work, home, and health. i have seen progress with the goals already: my weight is going down, the negative mindset at work isn't so negative, our market share has increased by 2%, we traveled. It's good. I just need to keep the momentum going.