Growing up i had a happy childhood. i had a fast metabolism and average weight. when i started high school that all went down hill and my binging was making me gain weight. i would eat in class and kids in the class would pick on me. my self esteem plummeted. i am 15 currently and i weighed 55kg. i wanted to lose weight. i was on random diets and lost 5kg. then i got hit with depression again and that sky rocketed to a whopping 59kg within a couple weeks. my body image is absolutelyhhorrible and i want to get back to the way i was. being vegan did help but i couldn't control myself one time and it spireled into me eating non-vegan food for weeks at a time. feeling guilty and gaining took a massive impact on my school work. and im currently failing in most if my classes because of the fear of gaining weight but still eating. okay that is all xx