weight is something I have always struggled with. Even when I am close to my goals I always think "fat" "ugly" "why can't I look like her"? In 2017 I want the pain to end. I have a difficult and emotionally taxing job. If I am not healthy then I am not doing my clients any good. I also have a family I need to take care of and be there for. 

This week I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. I have been in pain for years. I am hoping that getting healthy and staying that way will help me. 4 months ago I was 27lbs lighter than I am now. I emotionally eat. When I am stressed I eat. 

I am ending this cycle. I can do this!