I am beyond inspired. I lost 87lbs before on weight watchers. I was a total gym rat. I looked great, & felt.....ok, at least that's what I thought. I had skin....that I was unhappy with. It wasn't what I wanted or expected. I had stretch marks that "suddenly appeared," because they were no longer filled in. Even though I looked & felt the best in my whole life...I wasn't ready or prepared for that. I was disgusted & disappointed with the results of my hard work. Then, my father died. That was all I needed, to give up. I convinced myself that that I was better off "fat & happy." I looked better with fat filling in my skin to stretch out those marks again. Now, it's been about 5 years, & I've gained back most of my weight. I live a very sedentary life, & cannot live without Netflix. My eating habits are etrosous. Then somehow, I came across, Jessica on Instagram.I was blown away. Jessica led me Lexi's page(fatgirlfedup.) It just kept going from there. My mindset is different. I have seen the difference & recognize where I was in that as well. I want & need to get back there. The skin, will be there still....Yes. I know that now, & do not hold unrealistic expectations of what my body WILL look like. Guess what? Looking at all these transformation pictures, I see that I did look so amazing back then. I want that back again. I will get that back again. I am SO READY for this! (Made a cauliflower pizza last night & went to the gym today--for the 1st time in 4 years.)