Wow, I can't believe what I am seeing on the scale.  I guess I have always hide behind the makeup, hair, job, car, house, and college degrees.  Today when I stood on the scale I could no longer hide.  The reality of what I have been eating has showed up on the scale.  I started to cry but I thought to myself fix it day by day.  This challenge is bigger than any money I could win.  This is about me getting my life back.  Money is great but happiness is so much better.  I have been unhappy with this body for such a long time.  I need encouragement today!!!!!!!