When I started this new adventure of social weight lose I made the decision to be up front and honest.  I believe part of my weight problems over the years has come from not being honest with myself about how much I truly weighed.

Yes, it's hard to put it out there for all to see exactly how high I let the scales get.  But it has also been kind of freeing.  No more hiding.

So. . . I have to be honest again.  And boy it's hard to post and say, but when I got on the scales this morning it had gone up.  I'd like to say it was just a little higher but the scales had gone up by 4 pounds.  

I knew that I had not been eating the best I could, but I had still be exercising.  So it was a surprise.  A surprise that I was not happy with.

But I will not let this beat me.  I will succeed!