Hey guys,

so last week when I came home from my daily run and went to the shower a flashback hit me. Back to when my father was still alive. Every sunday he would take me and my brother to go swimming. And I loved it. As I got fatter and fatter my swimming time reduced because I have to take my shirt of for that.

But I like it very much. Especially in the summer, I mean who doesn´t? But with every year and every pound it gets more difficult to feel comfortable around other people.

And for everybody that is comfortable with their body, summer means: fun, hanging with out your friends and stuff that generally requires a lot of shirtless activities, if you know what I mean.

Not for me.

Well, this summer is almost over, so I dont think I will get my wish this year. But I will do everything I can to make that happen for the next summer. I will look good with my shirt of. Mark my words.