How can one weigh-in loss month derail me so much??

Month 1 - I made it!

Month 2 - missed by .3 lbs.  Yes, .3 lbs.   And that was the beginning of the end of this transformation.  W.T.F.??   I couldn't see the victory of losing more and feeling my clothes fitting better?  NO. I saw the loss of that round.    Now, I'm back to where I was.  Well, not totally back to where I was, but back to close to round 1 end weight.  Slightly above actually.   I guess I should be happy I'm not at the starting point...  Tiny victory?

SO.  back on track.   I have weigh in tokens.  I am determined to at least lose weight weekly.    Come on.  I can do this.   Yes, I eat half of what I did in my 20's and weigh 40 lbs more.  (did i really just say 40lbs more?!  ugh.  ugh. ugh).   The late 40's have been hard on me.  Or the lexapro?  Not sure which hit my waistline harder, but I obviously can't reverse the aging, and I'm way too happy on lexapro.   So, I fight on!