I am disappointed in myself today, because I weighed in for my newest DietBet and had to confront the fact that I have almost undone all the progress I made in my last bet!  After winning my last bet, I went on vacation and then got only partially back on track... and I have gained back all but 1.9 of the pounds that I lost on that last bet.  Sigh.

I am trying to remind myself that I made a conscious choice to take a vacation, not just from work and daily life, but also from tracking my food and making sure that every choice I made was healthy.  I knew that choice would have consequences (though I didn't think they'd be this big!), and I was okay with that, so I chose to be where I am today.  And, now, I choose not to allow that backslide to continue.

 

Last time I had a backslide, it was a huge one--after losing 80+ pounds, I gained 40+ back!  It took years to get my head back in the game.  This time I 'slid' for a few weeks, gained 7 pounds back, and am committed to moving forward towards my ultimate goal.  Right now my total loss (from my all-time heaviest) is 92.2 pounds.  So, instead of beating myself up because a month ago I was at 99.2 pounds, why not celebrate the 92.2 and let that victory remind me that I CAN do this and be successful.

I made choices, and they have repurcussions.  Today I have the opportunity to make more choices... and today I choose a new start, a new commitment, and to make choices whose repurcussions will be ones that I celebrate -- weight-loss, better health, and a DietBet win on September 8.

And, by the way, when I win this bet... I will have also lost 101 pounds.  :)