I recently heard someone say, you can't really progress or receive any type of help, until you get real with yourself. This is my journey with "getting real with myself." I am overweight. I have struggled with my weight and self-esteem my entire life. I am an emotional eater. I am lonely. I am often confused with being pregnant, even though I've never been. I am fat. Yes, I used the "F" word. I. am. fat. And, it has to stop. I have to find the discipline and will to move forward, while realizing my true potential and value. This is it. I am running out of time. I am running out of youth. No nonsense. Cold hard truth. I need to make life altering changes or else...