Starting fresh is hard. I am getting back on track with my program after a one month hiatus. It’s amazing how it seems life really tries to drag you down and it’s easy to let it. My dad had a heart attack last month and a few days before that my boyfriend broke up with me because he was cheating on me. I feel into a deep dark hole that was not the best of places to be. Now one month later, I am feeling surer in myself again. My dad is doing better and will be starting on his own journey to better health. I have been able to shine and be happy without my ex who in all reality was bringing me down. I’m shedding that person I once was and am moving forward to the person I want to be.
The soreness in my muscles from going back to the gym is a happy testimony that I am going to be okay and that I am stronger than I originally thought I was. I started my Jamie Eason Livefit program originally to go to the gym with my boyfriend but I had ended up going to the gym without him most of the time. Those quite moments to myself before I went out with friends or went home to take care of my son gave me balance, gave me hope. I heard from my mom that I was going to often and I needed to concentrate on other things but in reality I have found I need that balance to stay healthy and most of all happy. When my seven year old autistic son is having a hard time I am strong enough to pick him up, have him lay his head on my shoulder and calm himself. I can keep up with the demands of the day.
I am excited to start on this journey and have a way to keep me accountable. Stay strong and keep on! Loves to you all and good luck on this journey we are all taking together.