Last year at this time, I was determined to lose weight so that I would be ready for my sister's wedding.  I was strong and worked hard to lose 32 lbs bringing me to place that I haven't seen in a long, long time which is a weight that starts with the number 2 instead of a 3.  After the wedding, I thought it was okay to indulge now and again, but the now and again turned into 3 days a week, 4 days a week and now almost to an everyday a week.  I am officially the heaviest that I have ever been and I don't want to be this way.  It is hard with so many things enticing you.  Once again, I am going to try and be strong and get back to where I was and hopefully further.  I know that words don't mean anything, so my actions shall speak for me.  In 4 weeks, I hope my future self will look at me and say "See, I told you that you could do it."  Until we meet future self.