Made it through day 2.  Man I had some hard times today.  Child number 3 is down for the count.  So now my 6 year old has recovered, my 2 year old has a double ear infection, husband has an ear infection and now the baby has an ear infection all with the same cold in the same week :(  I must say I feel like superwoman since I haven't gotten sick....knock on wood. 

I was ready to give up again for the 1000 time in the past few months but I didn't.  Despite my husband sending me food porn and encouraging me to go to Dairy Queen I didn't.  I came home....ate my last carb cycling meal and then came up to go to bed; however, then I realized that wasn't my best.  So I did insanity cardio recovery since it's Thursday and then ran in place until I hit my step goal of 12k.  Now I had a good day.  Tomorrow is brand new day...day 3.  I got this.  No more excuses.  I am in control of what I do and what I put in my mouth.  

I'm always amazed at my mate.  He can not over eat anything.  I just don't understand that.  How can people have self control like that....I wish I could.  I know when I live by rules I follow them, but the moment I deviate I lose it and I can't stop myself.  But today I was able to not listen to the nemesis on my shoulder telling me to eat and lay on the sofa with Aanika while she wasn't feeling well.  Tomorrow I will do insanity again and follow week 1 and then officially start the whole month over on Monday that way I do a full complete round.  My goal is to feel comfortable enough in my own skin by the end of this transformer bet to post before and after photos...or even just after.  This third baby is so hard to recover from it's unreal.  

Tonight I will bask in happiness that I didn't cave, I did good, I worked out, I took walks, and I ate healthy.  No more excuses :)