This morning with dietbet having to take a picture of myself with shorts on was the challenge  Having to ask my husband (who is soooo sweet) was the next challenge and then concealing the scale weight  OMG

The fear combined with sadness was overwhelming I haven't had a picture in shorts done in 35 years 

The anxiety that it was coupled with embarrassment created tears of having to deal with this monster that attached itself to me since I was a very young mom. 

 

My commitment to continue this journey reach my goal so that the self-esteem will at least equal normality.  

The benefits override any other gift

I could give to

Myself,

My family,

My God 

Here we go to the Best Days of our Lives!!!! Encouragement to all 

Beat the Monster