I started this transformation challenge with the best of intentions. Sent in my weight and was going to knuckle down and get 'er done. What happened? I went on a trip with my significant other for a week. Ate crap. Got ill from eating crap. Got the shark week a few days early. Gained 10 pounds in water weight. Walked away from the whole thing with "meh, at least I walked".
I am a burnt out, over worked, mother of four. I am loved to no end. I have to to find the balance I seem to have lost. I am trying to lose the last 85 pounds that I need to lose. I have come to the point where my ass needs to move. I have my Vivoactive. I now have my Moov coach. I have the gym on yucky days. I need to get real. Like really real.
I started this whole thing two years ago. Two years ago, I buried my husband. Faced some major health issues. Changed everything. I came out of the "box" I was in and I am still evolving. Now I have to remember why I started and why I need to finish it. I need to find a way to be accountable. Maybe this group over the next six months?
I need to remember that it is ok to fall, to have setbacks, to have icky days. I just need to remember to get back up. To move. To be. I started at almost 400 pounds. Now I am 228 pounds. I want to see the 100's again.
Soon. baby. Soon...