I have three beautifull daughters.

I want them to reach as far as they can for thier dreams and not let anything get in their way. Not other people, not stereotyping, not finacial circumstances, not me and most specifically, not themselves. All too often we put more limits upon ourselves then anyone else. I have seen them not trying out for something because of the fear that they will be bad and thier peers will laught at them. Excited that they have graduated from one grade but fearful they are not smart enough to handle the next. They have no idea what potential they each have within.

I am here because I have not been leading them by example. I had let myself get so busy and caught up with life that I forgot to live. Taking care of everything and everyone else, I forgot to take care of myself. What am I teaching them of how to be a mom or a woman? That I am not worth the effort that everyone else is?

I have a site (http://www.stopthespazness.com/wp/) that I started a some time ago in the hopes that by writing my thoughts down of where I am, where I want to go and how I'm doing, it will remind me of what I really want out of life. To live life to the fullest! Be a great example to my family! Take better care of myself so I can grow old, still be able to take on adventures and see not only my my lovely daughters reach thier potentials but thier children too.

As you can tell from my site I have attempted to start this journy a number of times. Here's to this being the start that gets finished.