Its crazy when you are desperate enough to bet on yourself in all hopes that you will this time really succeed and actually stick with a plan and actually Do IT.  Diet sensibly. Excersize more.  Actually run up that hill.  Put on a bathibg suit this summer without feeling dissaponted and sad and angry all the time.  Betting on my own happiness.  Betting on people out there (DietBet people) helping me and motivating me to be accountable.  I really do hate dissaponting people.  So hoping and praying this DietBet game will work and be really positive and motivating.   I am doing this for myself mainly, but also for my 3 beautiful children who deserve a happy, confident, healthy mom.  A mom who doesnt hold back playing in the water with them out of negative thoughts about her body.  I want to play in the pool with them.  And I already do - I have never stopped.  Because they are just that important to me and I have tild myself I dont care what others think.  But dang it - I care what others think and I care what I think.  I want to laugh out loud in that pool with happiness and be proud of myself for once!!