In my mind, I have always thought of myself as an active person. I love hiking, horseback riding, swimming, running, and yoga. When I thought of my future, I always thought I would be someone who would partake in all those activities on a regular basis.
Unfortunately, as someone who has dealt with depression and anxiety since childhood, what I perceive and what actually is, is often very different. The way I have seen my world has always been warped. So, here I am, at 26, not any closer to that future I have been dreaming of about being more comfortable in my own skin and doing those activities above. I have a gym membership to a gym I haven't been to since March and running shoes that I carry to work and back again. Neither getting the use they should.
I want to be better. Less lazy, at least. Baby steps here. So, I pledge $30 to make use of those both.
As I learned back in July, nothing gets me more motivated to finish something like putting my money towards it. Now I have a 30-page play that needs reworking and far more weight than that to come off me. So, let's do this.