How many times have I been here before. 60 days in and going strong and the struggle is just as hard as day one. Life presents itself with daily challenges. Schedules turned upside down, baked goods to make for the school bake sale, hurt feelings  and boredom. 

When I'm "on" i am ON and when I'm off I'm off. I am almost anticipating the screw up that comes every time. 

But not tonight. I am pushing through the obstacles and believing that I have the personal strength to keep on keeping on.