Im getting married in 9 months and I'm the biggest yo yo ever. I need to lose weight because I just wanna be hot in general and be healthier. I'm tired of being mediocre. As Mickey says, "living my best life".

That is not me!

Right now, I can truly say I am not. On top of that, I think it adds to my overall lack of self esteem and confidence. I let my weight hold me back, physically and emotionally. 

Writing this blog will hopefully hold me accountable as I track my feelings through this process. Maybe this will be the straw that breaks the camels back. The last push to never being this size again. 

If this doesn't work, I don't know what else will. I have a constant battle with my love of food and love of myself. 

Let's do this!