Ok, so this was my first day "training". I have a huuuuge exam tomorrow (career defining exam) but thought that a some exercise would be good for my self steem and sence of achievemnet... Last year I gained 5 kilos, and two years ago I also gained 5 kilos so I really want to feel atractive and pretty again
Last year I knew I had gained weight and was working out... kind of... and then my grandma died and I could not think of moving or eating or going to zumba while she was dead.... and then I started working and studying for this big examne (which I failed the first time).... The thing is that I found excuses everywhere to not move and to not care about my body
I will take it as an omen but two days ago a I went with a coworker to a tarot reading (for her) and the tarot lady told me that I will get diabetes if I didn't star loosing weigh right now.. So there are to posibilities here: 1) She has a gift and could predict it or 2) I'm fat enough that stranger are starting to become worried about my helath
The lady wasn't healthy looking herself but... either way it was embarrasing for me ... she told me that in fornt of my coworker and it wasn't nice not at all... so this is it ... I need to get healthy and learn how to love and take care of my body.... And I really need to get my confidence back ...
Hope I can be inspired by all of you and reach my goals
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