Will this time be different?

You have the right attitude, Nana! Most of us relate and are dealing with the same issues so I encourage you to continue doing what you're doing and don't give up. I'm so tired of it, too, that I am so determined that this is the last time my weight goes back up! But be careful of weighing every day. The scales can do such mind tricks on us and our bodies fluctuate so much even when we're doing all the right things. That's why I strive now to only weigh once a week. I'll peek once in a while but try hard not to because it can work to derail you if you're not super strong in yourself which I guess I haven't been in the past. I wish you much success in your journey and total victory this time in making it happen!! :)