I recently lost 23 pounds in an other transformation challenge. That was 3 1/2 months ago. I've gained back probably half of what I lost. I wouldn't know, because I am too scared to step on the scale.

Here I am now, and there is so much I want to accomplish before I am 30 and this is one of those things, sticking to a new way of eating - changing my habits - learning to challlenge myself to be better and not fall into this constant repetitious yo yo weight loss/gain cycle.

I'm hoping this will make me a better person - at least jump start me in the right direction. I know its possible, and I know I can do it, and about five minutes ago I received a sign from my brother that he is watching...

Time to buckle down and do this. I am my own person, and only I control what I can and choose not to do.