Well that's depressing

I’m so sorry for the troubles you’ve been having. I have been where you are. Last year I lost 35lbs but in January, February and March I gained it all back plus 10 more. My best friend had passed away and it was cold and dreary out. All I wanted to do was eat and eat and eat. The next thing I knew the only pants that fit were my stretchy yoga pants. The weight can come on fast when you are going through a rough time. You can do it though. :) If you are like me once you get back on track and start seeing some progress it get easier.