Here we go. For the umpteenth time. Trying to lose weight. Feel great in my skin. Be happy with my appearance. Feel great about me.
I tend to actually live in the facade of my brain that I am not as overweight as I really am. I don't look at myself as fat. I look at myself as having some to lose but don't really see it...until a snapshot is taken that I didnt take. Then there it is. The truth. What I have to do.
I need to be real. I admit I have been feeling it in my feet and back.
How amazing will it to run 50 lbs lighter. How amazing will it be to put on a cute backless dress, and not have my back fat be a main attraction. How awesome to not have to stand at a certain angle for pictures and hold my chin out and up just to be sure my double chin isn't as profound.
My goal for 2015 is to run two 10k's and multiple 5ks. Which I do now. BUT I want to really race. I usually do to complete, and felt satisfied with that. TIME to get to it! Time to do this! I can do this. I am an athlete. ALways have been. I just let cake eating be my sport the past few years.

All things through God.