I am so ready for this. I have gone through a horrile year and allowed myself to become someone I do not know anymore. I have realized I am a master at hiding most feelings, but to those who know me best they can see it on my face. I have decided to reclaim myself and this is my start. I am going to the Dr to get some stuff checked (havent been in 6 years, really 13 years for a REAL check up). I am confident in myself that this is it. I will be 45 in August and by then I want to look like I could wear a bikini if I want to. Not that I will but it will be awesome to have that option.