Recently I gained ten pounds and feel so awful!! Im grumpy, tired, lazy, and plain old mean. This is so far from my usual self. I just realized it today too! Im so intolerant w my family and I feel terrible. Weight gain is such an awful feeling. I thought we were supposed to be chubby and jolly!

Well, today I will try to do better. Im starting to think that my creamy, sweet coffee has to go. I want to cut out a large portion of carbs and do something physical everyday. Today I have a fitness consultation and I guess I will begin this journey from there.