I have never been thin on the other hand I was not large either. I considered myself a well shaped female but that was when I was young. As the years and children kept coming so did the weight. I made some choices that were not the best and the consequences behind those choices poved to be more than I could handle. I didn't even notice when I made food my lover. Anything that caused me pain could be covered up with food. Food is an addition that is harder to break than anything I have ever tried. Food is everywhere, there is no hidind from it. If I was to use drugs and wanted to stop I can stay away and have a better chance at succeeding. Food on the other hand is jut there. I have justified my addition to food by saying, " I have to eat to live don't I." This however is just my way of staying with the love of my life FOOD.
WELL I AM BOUND AND DETERMINED TO FIGHT THIS ADDICTION ONCE AND FOR ALL!!!!
I am open for any help a long the way. I hope that by baring my soul in this the most scariest of all endeavors I can accomplish my goal of a healthy weight that I maintain the rest of my life.