So, I am preparing for a journey. What do I pack? What should I leave behind? How long will it take? What about all of the "what ifs"? Right now, I am full of questions with not too many answers within my grasp. What is this journey? It is the journey to a healthier, happier me.
Does anyone else get the "Yah, but..." syndrome? You know, when you are watching a weight loss show, reading an article, or watching a late night infomercial that is designed to help you do x, y, and z, but you can already think of a zillion reasons why it won't work for you. Well, that's where I am. I have now committed to Tony Horton's Dietbet. I close my eyes while shaking my head and think "What did I just do?"
My heart is ready for a change. My body needs the change to keep up. However, my head is not quite in the game. I have conditioned my self into being a pessimist when it comes to me and I find this disappointing. How did I get here? I encourage others daily at work. Why is it so hard to keep myself motivated. That is why I chose to do this. Money is on the line. There is an accountability piece that I have been missing and I look forward to the support.
Let's do this!