Ok, so here I am again...
...trying to lose weight for the 238th time, I think... Well, maybe I'm exagerating a bit... But it's just a bit.
I'm a kind of a woman who never loses faith and hope. That's the only reason I'm still in this battle for being in good shape.
Still searching for an ultimate motivation. The recent one has been the dancing thing. I am a dancer. I just AM a dancer. I love dancing and it's a crucial part of me. This year I'm in a dancing group in my church and I just hate it when the rest is running and I... am running but breathless. Then, after one hour I'm at the end of my strength and I cannot jump anymore. I just want to be fit. I'm not obese but I wish to be more fit and be a beautiful, graceful dancer that I've always dreamt to be.
So here I am. Again. Hope never lost.
Today hasn't been the best of my days... I woke up at 7:15 (it's awfully early here, in Spain) and I was full of energy. I ate "breakfast". I write "breakfast" because it wasn't what I should eat, just 2 sweet rolls with a coffee substitute - things that I had stored in the kitchen and in my bedroom. At lunch time I ate chips with sausage and barbecue sauce and then some chocolates. Whoa... The last ones I had in the house. I know that Chris and Heidi always just throw away people's junk food but I am not THAT strong...
So this is the end. No more buying sweets! (I hope!)
BUT!!! I've exercised a lot today, I think about 1,5h. Tomorrow I'm going to buy a digital scale for my weigh-ins to be more accurate.
Now I'm here, in my "office" :) I'm an English teacher and today it's tutorial day but nobody has come. Yupeeee!!!!! I love it ;)
Ok. So this is it for today. I really hope that I'll be able to change my diet style. I really like salads and chicken and many healthy foods. It's just that I like chocolates better... But let's be adults and let's be wise. Let's break this food addiction, sugar addiction and night eating habit. This is the moment!