it is day 16 of the kickstarter I'm trying so hard to focus through and really push forward with my goals and it's a grumpy day!  I just want to whine!  

Ok, I know that this happens to me ever four weeks.  Every single month I hope it will be different. I hope that perhaps I won't feel like I'm possessed by some sort of bratty demon. Every month the demon comes :-(. Dramatic much?  Haha. Sigh...

Ok, well I still went for a walk this morning, though I have a blister and it was hot :-[. I did my P90X3 workout even though it was frustrating and I wanted to yell at the tv and tell it that I simply CANNOT properly do a one legged squat and I nearly fell over 46 times! :-[ whine whine whine

I didn't manage to keep the demon away but I did at least do my workouts which I'm proud of because I have a well documented history of skipping them this time of the month.  I'm trying to focus on that bright side.  I'm still grumpy though! 

I think I'll daydream about chocolate for awhile now... >:-}